had been wanting to write a post on this statement..
"To love someone is to let him be happy..."
well i do believe this statement is true.. but i tink it depends on e situation too.. if i'm wif e guy i love, of cos i wan him to be happy wif me.. and tt we can be happy together.. but wat if e guy u love does not love you anymore?? he has turned his love to someone else and no longer wif u.. do u still tink tt u'll be happy as long as he is?? well, maybe there's really such "wei da" ppl in this world.. but is everyone really so selfless?? can u really juz leave his world and wishing he will be happy in another's woman's arms?? if things do not work out and u 2 have to part, of cos u'll hope he can find someone else who can make him happy la.. but if it's him who decides to juz dump u for another gal, would u still hope tt he will be happy wif her and as long as he is happy, u are happy??
i dunno if i can be tt selfless or not.. i mean i won't be happy if he is happy wif another gal lor.. if he can juz throw my love away liddat and be wif someone else rite.. then i'll juz forget him and find other things in my life tt can make me happy.. i dun tink i'll be happy if i see him happy wif e other gal.. for e case i noe rite, she says tt she is happy when she sees him happy.. and it's from seeing him and e gal's photo.. if tt was me, i dun tink i'll be happy seeing their photo ba.. i'm be damn upset lor.. maybe i'll juz shut him out of my life and nvr wan anything to do wif him..
anyway, all those above are juz my humble opinions.. haha.. diff ppl tink differently la.. maybe she is really tt "wei da".. or maybe she juz can't give him up.. watever e case is, i juz hope she can soon find e guy tt can make her happy again.. =)
kids nowadays are really hard to teach.. ppl always say tuition money good to earn.. now it's not tt easy lor.. if ur tuition is damn boring rite, e kids will juz show u a damn sianz face.. then if juz anyhow give them work to do and mark rite, they won't learn anything lor.. when e exams come and they score badly, e parents will tink tt it's our fault wat.. so how? i tried to make my tuition more interesting leh.. wif nice-looking ppt (at least i tink it's nice).. but to them maybe it's e subject tt's boring ba.. tuition is boring in e first place, tt's y i nvr had tuition b4.. so ironic hor, i once hated to haf tuition and now i'm giving tuition.. hahaha.. though teaching can be kinda tough at times, e money is still good.. haha.. but at e end of e day, i still hope they can do well la.. so maybe i shd start be more strict and "drill" them more.. heehee..
now doing these test papers for them to do.. tiring la but hope it can at least help them lor.. anyone whose siblings or relatives wan sec 2 maths or science tests can get from me.. hahahha.. anyway done liaoz so dun waste ma.. shd fully utilize them.. =)
yeah, i got a new bloggie skin.. haha.. like this one a lot, esp e taggie board space.. now can see e whole board so clearly.. unlike e old ones, make my taggie so small.. haha..
start of e new sem is not good.. i hate my fyp.. it is juz like going so wrong.. my tutor comment till like it's soooo NOT good lor, so much stuff has problems tt need to be corrected.. and it's like so little time for me to do things lor.. my tut not done also.. then got tuition stuff to do also.. so many things cramp together and it juz feel like there's not enuff time.. and e worst thing is, chinese new yr is 2 weeks later and i haven't gotten any new clothes yet!!! my weekdays are gone cos of sch, fyp and tuition.. sun is my other tuition day.. so left only sat to go out shop.. and this coming sat will be e last one cos e next next sat will be new yr's eve!! juz hope i can get some nice clothes on sat..
anyway, i'm still looking forward to new yr.. cos of e ang baos tt i'll get.. hahaha.. and also all e food i can eat.. but i better watch how much i eat, my tummy is really popping out.. so ugly.. =(
a new year is here again!! HAPPY NEW YEAR to all~~ had a nice and crowded new year's eve this year.. e crowd was SOOO bad.. but e fireworks are damn nice of cos.. hee.. we were so near e fireworks, it's like we are juz in front of e fireworks and they are falling into our eyes.. haha.. hmm.. tt's for all i can tink of for e moment.. shall add on to e list when i can think of any more.. tmr is e start of e sch term.. hope everything will turn out well this sem.. and hope my dear will enjoy his classes, esp e one wif tons of ang mohs in it.. hahaha.. 
in this new start of e year.. i shall have some new year resolution.. and i WILL keep to them.. =P i will do ALL my tutorials in this final semester.. since i only got 3 modules, shd be able to cope rite?? i will not spend my money on buying unnecessary stuff.. such as bags and shoes..i will control my temper and not anyhow "fa pi qi"..
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