gan chiong gan chiong liaoz.. tmr got 2 interviews!!! really scared i might screw up my interviews leh.. i always dun perform tt well in interviews one.. i'll start toking crap and dunno wat to say.. y muz there be such a thing call interviews leh.. make ppl scared only.. haha.. *deep breathe* things will turn out okie tmr one.. i can get e job!!!! haha.. comforting myself only.. i muz jia you! i can do it one! =) jinhui, u also can one.. jia you wor.. hee..
my room feels so empty now.. most of my stuff all out in bags and boxes, all in e living room liaoz.. gonna paint my room on wed.. going paint it yellow.. haha.. e paint is "morning sun".. sounds nice and bright rite.. hope will be nice on my walls la.. will post nice pics of my room when all is done.. shd be next weekend ba.. keep a lookout for it ya.. =)
i need to pack my room.. so many many stuff.. really dunno how e hell am i suppose to stuff everything into my new cupboard.. though it's big, but still limited space leh.. and my stuff are like mountains and mountains of things everywhere in my room.. haha.. all my clothes, books and bags will juz fill up e cupboard i tink.. then all e remaining barang barang how ah.. so now.. it's time to throw useless things away.. haha.. i shd juz throw all those stuff tt i dun wan away.. b4 my mummy comes back and scold me for throwing too much stuff away.. hahaha.. =P
3 interviews are on e way.. EY, PWC and DT.. i dun like interviews.. esp grp interviews.. i sucks at interviews.. i juz dunno wat to say lor.. and i hate it when i spend some much time on this bloody interview and i nvr get e job.. waste my time lor.. but wat to do.. this is life.. u have to get shot by tons of qns juz to get a stupid job tt u dun even like.. haiz.. juz hope i won't screw up any of e interviews.. though i dun like e job, i still hope to get it.. haha.. contradicting rite.. but i juz hope i can get a job fast and able to earn a living myself.. juz now tell my parents bout e interviews, they were so happy lor.. juz dun wan to disappoint them if i nvr get any 1 of e jobs.. 1 out of 3.. okie rite.. juz let me get 1 of it..
my exams are finally over!!! sorry xinyi, i noe urs not yet.. but me juz happy la.. hee.. dun worry, urs will be over soon b4 u noe.. jia you wor.. =) well.. tt's all for now.. but i dun tink i can even finish all these during my hols lor.. most prob end up slacking away.. haha.. need a lot of time for renovating my room too.. gonna look out for furnitures, pack my stuff, move out e old and in goes e new.. then need pack all e stuff into e new ones.. sounds sooo tiring liaoz rite.. haha.. went to see some furnitures today.. but like kinda hard to plan out my room leh.. so little space but i got soooo mych stuff.. gonna crack my brain over my room liaoz..
well, my last 2 papers were okie.. at least i hope i can pass la.. haha.. AFA paper was tough.. xinyi wan borrow?? okie, i shd stop toking bout my exams.. dun tink bout it liaoz.. i wan enjoy my hols now.. haha.. thot of many many stuff tt i wan do during my hols..
i wan to..
tmr is e last of exams!!! finally!!! though me haven't finish studying, but still hopes tmr can come fast.. i wan my exams to be over.. i wan my holidays to come.. then can renovate my room.. haha.. can get scv in my room also.. my mummy promise me one.. heehee.. going watch harry potter after exams tmr too.. =)
this tweety is sooooo cute.. haha.. my new desktop wallpaper..
i made baked pasta today!!! haha.. so li hai rite.. hee.. quite nice one okie.. though my mummy say e milk and cheese taste too strong liaoz, but i tink still okie la.. shall improvise and make nicer one next time.. when i succeed, shall treat u all to it k k.. haha.. =)
haha.. new blog skin again.. feeling bored so went find new bloggie skin again.. haha.. nice nice rite? blogging is quite fun after all.. hee.. though sometimes feel like i'm talking to myself when writing blogs, but still okie la.. see those cute pics also quite fun.. haha.. i better get back to study liaoz.. hee..
found some different translations of "i love you"...
Arabic -- Ana Ahebak / Ana Bahibak
Australian -- 'ave a beer :-)
Bahasa Malayu (Malaysia) -- Saya cinta mu
Cantonese -- Ngo Oi Nei
Danish -- Jeg elsker dig
Dutch -- Ik hou van jou
English -- I love you
French -- Je t'aime
German -- Ich liebe Dich
Greek -- S'agapw
Hawaiian -- Aloha wau ia 'oe
Hindi -- Main tumsey pyaar karta hoon / Maine Pyar Kiya
Indonesian -- Saya cinta padamu
Italian -- ti amo
Japanese -- Anata wa, dai suki desu
Javanese -- Kulo tresno marang panjenengan (formal)aku terno kowe (informal)
Korean -- SA LANG HAE / Na No Sa Lan Hei
Malay -- Saya cintakan mu / Saya cinta mu
Mandarin -- Wo Ai Ni
Norwegian -- Jeg elsker deg
Persian -- Tora Doost Darem
Portuguese -- Eu te amo (Brazilian)Eu amo-te (continental)
Punjabi -- me tumse pyar ker ta hu'
Romanian -- Te iubesc
Russian -- Ya tebya liubliu
Spanish -- Te quiero / te amo / yo amor tu
Swedish -- Jag älskar dig
Swiss German -- Ch-ha di gärn
Tamil -- Naan Unnai Khadalikkeren
Thai -- Khao Raak Thoe / chun raak ter
Turkish -- seni seviyorum
Vietnamese -- Toi yeu em
interesting ah.. hee.. though many looks so funny to me.. haha..
wat is love? suddenly thot of this qns so went online to look for some definitions.. haha.. saw this few quotes on love.. well, read liaoz also dun really understand leh.. so how would u know when u truly love someone? when u keep thinking of him all day long? in watever u do, u think of him? u hope to be wif all e time? u hope to be able to do everything wif him? or u wan to be wif him for e rest of ur life? does all these constitute love? is love always a 1-way thing? or 2-way? would u love someone cos he loves u? or would u not love someone cos he loves u? complicating rite.. everyone got their own definition of love.. but how true is tt definition? does love really exist based on ur own definition? if one claims tt he loves u, isit true love? even if u dun wan him, and he still claims tt he loves u, isit really love? or isit cos he fang bu kai? most ppl will say it's e latter rite.. but y he fang bu kai leh? cos u made him fall in love wif u first? or cos there's no one else there for him to transfer his love to? then in this case, wat is love? something u can juz transfer to another person? or something tt u can forget in 1 person when another suitable person appears? love is so complicating.. some ppl can love more than 1 person at 1 time.. some ppl can love anyone tt comes into their lifes.. some can only love 1 in their entire life.. but watever e case is, it is love tt brings happiness to ppl.. There is only one happiness in life, to love and be loved.. there's so many different loves in this world.. there's bound to be 1 tt can bring happiness to ur life..
after reading so many posts on me complaining and complaining, i shall stop whining bout my life anymore.. only makes life worse for myself and e ppl around me.. sorry to those who have been reading my blog and felt like slapping me to ask me stop thinking so much.. life has been quite down for me for e past weeks.. now still in e recovery process la, but i believe i'll be alive and kicking soon.. =)
人在迷惘时，常常觉得生命是黑暗的。
人在绝望时，常常觉得活着没有意义。
迷惘和绝望，常常毁了一个人的一生。
我不要我的人生就这样被毁了。
我要用希望和梦想，让我的人生绽放美丽的颜色。
(if cannot read e chinese words, pls go "view", "encoding' then select "unicode")
sometimes too much care and concern is not good.. care too much will lead to worry too much and tt leads to think too much.. not good for u and also e one u care for.. many ppl noe tt, but how many really understand and not think so much leh.. at least not me.. my brain loves to wander.. wander to "dunno-where" land.. nothing better to do then anyhow think.. small peeny brain dun like to study and like to hu si luan xiang.. juz 1 day no sms and call then paranoid and anyhow think.. isit really care? or am i juz paranoid? think there's a high chance of e latter rite.. haha.. starting to think it's not juz e exams.. it's me.. something is getting seriously wrong.. ... ...
hmmm.. i noe.. i need a ren shen mu biao.. wat's my goal in life???? i dunno leh.. study for wat leh? work in somewhere i dun like and cannot earn good money? earn money for wat leh? er, sounds like my previous post leh.. i guess i'm blabbering away again.. lost in my own world and thoughts.. sorry to those reading this stupid blog.. i have no idea wat i'm trying to say.. anyone care to enlighten me???
back here again.. i muz be too bored liaoz.. nothing to do online so here to write some crap again.. haha.. is life boring or isit me??? i think it's me rite.. am i taking life for granted? tt's y keep complaining my life sucks when there's so many ppl out there in e world who dun even have food to eat.. or am i being too stressed by e exams??? so now see my notes i'll get damn sianz.. but in e past won't one leh.. at least won't get irritated and sianz so easily.. or isit cos sick till siao liaoz?? or e after effects of my illness?? still will feel unwell on off la, but in general better liaoz leh.. why why why??? why cannot concentrate??? my concentration is getting from bad to worse lor.. y has all my motivation went to??? i used to be able to study for many hours one day leh.. now see for 15 mins then cannot get anything in liaoz.. isit me??? or isit e subject??? hahaha.. nothing to blame so anyhow blame e subject.. haiz.. i wan to be able to study leh.. i wan to pass my exams.. i wan my exams to be over.. i wan my holidays to come..
but hor.. holidays come also not tt good la.. too much idle time also not good.. stay at home also dunno wat to do.. ask ppl out also dunno who to ask.. wan go ktv but my throat is getting worse these days.. tt time went wif mile and deb, end up tink only sing 1 hr then throat cannot take it liaoz.. getting old liaoz la.. haha.. go shopping also no $$$.. maybe i shd find a job rite.. but dec need go back for fyp.. my tutor wan us be in sch for 2 weeks, whole day in sch one lor.. and i tink 2 weeks cannot finish one lor.. which means my dec shd be gone one la.. liddat how to work leh.. then no time go overseas for holidays also.. no $$$ too la.. short hols then start sch.. and it'll be e last sem!!! then haf to go out to work liaoz.. dunno anyone wan employ me or not also hor.. o ya, suppose to have big 4 interviews during hols.. if any of them wan to interview me in e first place la.. hahaha..
tink working would be so much worse than studying lor.. no sch hols!!! then still need to work like siao everyday.. if big 4 employ me then i shd work rite?? (tt's IF they wan la) liddat starting pay bout 2000.. dunno enuff or not hor?? still muz deduct cpf.. liddat how to save enuff to get married leh.. still need $$ for wedding photos, gown, dinner, honeymoon........ i tink i tinking too far liaoz.. haha.. then still need give parents $$.. dunno enuff for me to spend or not lor.. how to save up rite.. and $$ for shopping leh.. i miss going shopping.. haiz.. i miss doing a lot of things.. i dun like exams!!! i wan to slack at home and go shopping!!!
well, at e end of e day.. wat are we living for??? for ourselves??? for $$$??? for your other half??? for your family??? study so hard so tt we can get a good job.. get a good job so tt we go $$$.. $$$ to pay for food, house, family and many many more.. then we'll slough and slough like hell to get $$$.. till we are sooooo old and cannot work anymore.. then??? stay at home look after grandchildren??? tt's wat my grandma is doing.. or maybe will get a lot of diff illness cos u work like hell and nvr take care when u're young??? then all ur $$$ gone in see doc.. or maybe u'll die and ur kids fighting over ur $$$??? haiz.. so wat exactly are we living for???
sianz.. i dun like to study.. stay at home all day to study is sooooo BORING!!! but e thot of working also damn sianz la.. haiz.. life is so sianz lor.. y muz we live to study and work till we are so damn sianz leh.. for wat leh.. sorry to those reading this, i noe i sound damn sianz..but looking at those stupid notes and trying to get them into ur brain is really sianz.. haiz..
i better stop talking b4 i flood this post wif SIANZ...
stupid doc.. me now feeling more sick lor.. giddy plus stomach unwell and feel like puking.. argh.. went see chinese doc today and he say it's cos e stupid medicine too strong then cause my stomach to be unwell.. sianz.. can't study lor, head like spinning away.. then need wait till tmr then got my chinese medicine to take.. haiz.. need to tahan another day of giddiness.. =(
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